25 December 2012

happy

Hi world,
how are you guys? its been a long time tak update blog hahaha i'm too lazy to update. i'm trying to find my happiness back. "be happy, dearself. I know you're strong enough to face all of this." tbh, im not. anyway, im so happy today. dapat spend time dengan family siapa yang tak gembira? what a happy day eventhough im so sleepy. last night i slept around 4.30 am and woke up 6.30am, great! bcs of school holiday, my sleeping pattern is fucked up. sigh. lol i should blame myself. back to the topic, happy? can i know how to be happy? guys, pls give me some ideas how to be happy. guess what? everything is so fragile. hey dont you think that everything is changing very fast? oh i mean too fast. i honestly couldnt even tell you what happiness feels like. i found this on tumblr, can i have this book like seriously where can i find this book?
Take care, lots of love x

22 December 2012

good morning

Hi world,
good morning started my day with taylor's songs. pns? actually what's stands for pns? puteri nur sabrina. Tbh, i hate my name bcs my name's too long. and rasa nak tampar orang bila orang panggil nama tu. am i so cruel? sorry not sorry. I dont mind if siapa-siapa nak panggil sabrina or sab but pls jangan panggil puteri. i'm weird and i know it. anyway my post for today is random. am i the only one yang rasa nak bunuh orang, hmm guess what? rasa nak bunuh orang and sab dah plan macam-macam. hahaha macam dendam tak terbalas. hmm i miss my classmates. cant wait for 2013. pls pls pls be faster. 
Take care, lots of love x

21 December 2012

i'm bored

Hi world,
Its been a long time since sab tak update this blog. Nobody cares. My title post for today's i'm bored. School holiday sucks. I'm doing nothing and wasting my time, every single day. My life is boring, right? Hey that moment when you feel so happy suddenly bang! Guess what? suddenly your mood ruined by someone. If someone ruined my mood i'll mencarut like there's no tomorrow. Sabrina bukan teladan yang baik. Day spent well today with suraya, hahaha not just today but everyday. But i think today's a special day for me and suraya. Sebenarnya kitaorang pergi playground. Its been a long time, sab tak pergi playground. Well i'm a busy person so tak ada masa nak pergi playground. (korang percaya ke sab busy person) pls be faster 2013. dear 2013, pls be better than all the other years. and i feel kinda excited for school who's with me? no one? Oh ok.
Take care, lots of love x

17 December 2012

2012 taught me?

Hi world,
How are you today? I hope who's reading my blog in a good health. If not, get well soon and take care! So 2012 taught me? Why i choose as my title post today? this is because 2012 taught me is trending on twitter. For me 2012 taught me a lot of things. First of all 2012 taught me that i mustn't trust people easily. Nowadays, its getting harder to trust people because the trust is becoming easier to break & more difficul to earn. 2012 also taught me to be stronger , better and not to put 100% too much hope bcs anything can happen in the future. And not everything is forever. One day they will leave you, in no matter what your condition is because people come and go. As much as i love him, i still have to let them go eventually. Maybe, i'm not deserves for his love. 2012 also taught me how is pain. how to stay strong and how to move on from someone. Move on is really fucking hard. There's a lot of memories that i've to forget but i can't. Flashback and echoes, tell myself its time to let go but moving on him is impossible because i still see it all in my head. I'm trying so hard not to cry but i just can't. 2012 taught me, dont give up to early because the beginning always the hardest. 2012 give me alot of lesson learnt. I've to forget about my past because as soon as you learn to let go of one thing, you can cross something even better. Dearself be ready, because you're going to lied, talked about left out and used. But i've to decided who's worth it the tears and who isn't.
Take care, lots of love x